On that same drive that inspired last week's post, I also heard a song that has been in Lark's playlist for awhile: Uninvited by the fabulous Alanis Morissette. I have loved this song for awhile now and it has stuck in my head like someone WANTED me to hear it. Apparently that person is Lark. She is a demanding soul, for sure.
Anyway, as I listened to that one in stop and go traffic, I thought of a scene that I've had trouble visualizing: the final battle with the big bad (I'm trying to avoid spoilers, y'all, I really am). Lark has to stare down her mortal enemy and potentially end him, coming out still...alive? on the other side. The tricky thing with writing vampires is that there is SO MUCH lore about what they can do to humans and to each other, and I have been working on not letting one of those...things ruin this scene.
Whew. I may need to sit down after all that avoiding.
Well, anyway, as I was listening to that song, I was seeing other scenes in my head. Other battles she fights along the way, both physical and mental. And it came to me...the battles we fight lead us to a place where we are strong enough to do the really hard things. They don't "make us stronger," exactly; I'm not a fan of people telling me how strong I am to have beaten cancer and be still standing because I am not strong. It was awful. There were times when I wanted to just give up but I didn't have a choice. Lark doesn't have a choice in the memories coming to her because of the others in those memories and that's what makes her strong enough for that fight.
Well. We hope so. I mean, it could go sideways. Spoilers, sweetie. Anyway...here's her inspiration--and mine.
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